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kay said:I am a member of a club, and I can indeed get SRT training/practice from fellow club members, and have no doubt about their competence
But a) I'm not going to take to this like a duck to water, and I feel I need more input that I can reasonably expect my fellow cavers to give me. They already put up with quite enough from me!
b) There's no guarantee I am going anywhere with this. I might well step back at the end and say 'well, thank you very much, but I didn't enjoy that one bit and I never ever want to do it again'. I feel I can do that to someone I have paid to teach me, but I don't think it's fair to do that to someone who has given up their own time for free.
I did a grade 3 climb at our local climbing wall this lunch hour, and felt quite shaky for some time afterwards. I really don't like this vertical stuff. I really wouldn't inflict me on friends.
I am not fond of looking over edges at all and could not bring myself to climb out for my first abseil (from a bridge!) I was then persuaded to climb up the rope instead and found I felt totally secure. I looked down and was amazed to find myself already 20 ft up. No problem! I proceded to the top (anther 70ft) and then abbed down. You may be like me in that you are lucky enough for those very instinctive reactions to be ameliorated by knowing you're safe. Of course it's still a bit nervy but that's OK. But to this day I can't stand close to a cliff edge even with a sturdy fence to hang onto, unless I've got support up to chest height so I couldn't possibly topple over. Odd things, brains.